I'm upset about something that hasn't even happened yet. sad
I have plans what to do depending on how it happens. (I can't really reveal details yet.) If it's good, I will go on normally, but happier. If it's bad, I have a plan to destroy everything that was built up over the years. I don't know if I can go through with it though...
It is a choice that will affect me for a while.
I wrote a big long poem about rain about an hour ago, when it was downpouring. I don't feel like sharing it, its stupid anyway.
I don't feel good inside and out. Just a bad day... and I go to Salt Lake tomorrow. I hope I feel better then. I feel.... distant. Distant from everyone, and far away.
I'm lonely, I guess.
I don't want to watch TV. Or sleep. Or anything. I might draw, maybe.
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(I'm the only one who's supposed to be upset! gonk </3)
If you don't want to talk about it, I understand, because that's how I am... But, if you need to talk to someone, you can talk to me. I swear on my life that I won't repeat anything you've said to me.
So... if you need someone to lean on, I'm here. Okay?
Don't take the heavy burden by yourself if you don't have to.