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this happened the night before graduation. my friends, kasia and kenny, my fiancee Arturo (art) and myself went to kenny's house and had some drinks. (alcohol) i was drunk first and it didn't last to long i was sober by the time the others started drinking. well soon after we went back to my house and watched a movie then they sent me to bed cause i had my graduation the next day. so i went to bed sometime later that night Art came in and woke me up and told me to come with him to the bathroom...there was something wrong with kasia. so i went with him and she is saying that she doesn't want to be with kenny anymore and that she isn't satisfied with him and so on. so art is trying to tell her that if she leaves him then she is leaving a great thing which is true kenny is ******** awesome. she saying how he is to controling and how he is selfish which is bullshit she is the controling one in that relationship and she is the one being selfish (kenny was offered a job but he has to go to england for a month or two for training and he really wants to go but kasia doesn't want him to go) so later they figure something out some how and they send me back to bed cause not only do i grad the next day but i also had a cold (i still do) art comes in and says he will sleep in the spare room incase one of the two want to talk to him in private. well art is still pretty bombed from the drinking and passes out. then kasia comes to him and kisses him and takes total advantage over him and he passes out once more. he really didn't have any control he was way to drunk and tiered. kasia told him that she wanted art cause he was so wild and crazy. the next day art avoids her and can't look at me cause he is to ashamed of not having any control and he even quite drinking. the whole day he is feeling sick and feels like he has to throw up but he can't. when they leave we spend a little time together but he still won't look at me. and the says he wants to hang himself and he says the stairs would be perfect and all that s**t and i'm freaking out and he tell him that he can't do that and he has to promise me he won't hurt himself. he does and then i have to go to the graduating cerimony and he is feeling really sick and so i let him stay home. the next day he tells me everything and i was on the end of crying and he pucked and so on. i knew he was telling the truth not to mention he is my best friend of 4 years and he has never lied to me before.

i have to say that i don't know weither or not i can look at kasia the same way...will i be ok with her or will i want to kill her? after art finally got the courage to tell kenny what happened kenny said that he still believes kasia's side of the story. art's bigest fear was that kenny would hate him. kenny and kasia keep saying that she was drunk and didn't know what she was doing but only kasia knows the truth to that.... the thing is she has stolen another one of our friends boyfriends before and i wouldn't put it past her to try to get art. crying