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I am a living example of the underdog that's trying to raise up but keeps getting mud kicked in my face. I don't got s**t in my own name. No car, no job, still living with my mom. Think I'm happy about that s**t? ******** no. I'm still trying to make things right but then I get blind sided by heart break now and right after I pass both my classes.
To be honest I wanna roll over and give up and scream ******** it. But I cant do that now. Its like gambling with a hand you know wont win but ******** it what do you got to lose? nothing obviously so.. lets see where it goes and what happens. There is no reset button this time now, its just risky blind gambles where the odds aren't in anyone's favor.