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I'm sorry if I'm just letting things to come to me. But that's the only way I can understand what is acceptable and what isn't. I've always... always so afraid. So afraid of getting hurt, being so alone, so afraid of falling in love only to find out that it's all one-sided. I'm so afraid of everything. I only feel more comfortable in my own comfort zone for so long that getting out of there terrified me so much, so much that I got sick to my stomach. I'm so sorry.