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my finacee left for his AT training with the national guard about a week ago and i miss him like crazy already. he has only been gone for half the time he needs and just now i broke down and cried. i miss him so so much. i just started balling and i ended up calling my mother and well....i feel so alone. i really really really really miss him and i want him to come home now but he still has 6 more days. what the hell am i going to do if he is deployed i can't stand to be away from him for a stupid week not even 6 days. i'm so pathetic. crying crying crying crying crying