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Freak of Nature
One that many can never admit can be "mature."
No matter how many times or days of torture
I have endured.
Pent-up pleasures.
Erase it.
I was "in the closet" in a different way and apparently...sinned.
This closet reeked.
Slaps to the face slashed the tears away.
Insults and threats to the ears creates the fears to the imagination.
Hide all the things she likes.
Shame her when she is never taught to ride any bike!
It is all my fault that I am the monster they made me.
I am a freak.
A freak of nature!
As they always said, "It is no wonder why I am not liked or loved."
I am not good enough.
A hideous beast is me.
You have unfinished needs?
So do we.
So, suck it up.
Forcefully forget it.
"...or no one will like you..."
But, I can only do one thing:
Make no promises~
-Snow that Flutters down like Feathers

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