It's interesting how dreams can reinforce how you feel in your waking moments. Last night, I became a bit frustrated. Sometimes I just feel like I'll never fit in anywhere. It's been a feeling I've had since the age of 11. There are some people in my area that share interests and whatnot. But even those people are nothing like my circle of friends back home.
Last night made me realize that I probably won't find the type of people I'm looking for and even if I do, I may not even have the energy to deal with them. Again, the dream I had last night supported this thought. I just feel like I'm always going to be in a dark corner, turtled into an untrusting and selfish posture. I try to pry myself out of it every once in a while just to find myself jogging back to it and away from those who don't understand me as much.
What's the point in even saying anything about it?
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I chose to leave this journal public to show how every one's life is different, but it's the journey that makes the wolf; not the destination. Feel free to comment or pm me.
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