this post is to let all my Gaian friends know why i haven't been on lately, and surprisingly this time its not because of my older sister, no i just had to put my dog Gwennie to sleep and she was seriously one of my best friends and i really didnt feel like going on the computer, i understand we did it in her best intrest but it dosent stop the fact that i miss her. she was a Cocker spaniel X border collie, old and going def and blind, her limbs really hurt her, and some days she could barely walk, she rarely ate and sometimes didnt drink and she was in alot of pain, we got her from the S.P.C.A and they thought she was about 5 years old already we just put her down on Tuesday so Tuesday June 20th and she was about 14 years old so i've had her for about 9 years now. i remember once when i was younger i got in a fight with one of my best friends stefanie and i came home lay down on the carpet in our living room and started crying and gwennie came up and nuzzeled her head under my arm and was comforting me she was always there when i needed her and so i couldnt let her be in anymore pain. but it still hurt tuesday night i didnt get a wink of sleep because everytime i would start to fall asleep i would think about her and start crying again, but it may just be me being selfish and wanting her back, now to some of you, you may be thinking she was just a dog but in my family my pets are as much family members as my sister or parents, our 5 cats and now 2 dogs (used to be 3) each have their own stockings at christmas and my fajah(father), even bought my little Shitzu Bishon dog Rocky a santa suite its so Kawaii!!!(cute), anyway as i was saying i miss her and thats why i havent been online...
 XxThe-Taste-Of-SinxX · Fri Jun 23, 2006 @ 05:41am · 0 Comments |
