Ahahaha... it's such a familiar concept
Watchem all dance and jump
THEY DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY, BUT THEY DO IT ANYWAY
ahahahaaha...
What am I even feeling anymore?
Hostility?
Sadness?
There's so much blood leaving my system each day, from tears and confusion
I'm not even harming myself....
Can't even cry in peace, so I just end up bottling it all in until it bursts out with blood from my nose....
I'm so used to these damned bloody noses, but why does it always make me even more sad? Why....?
My head is so damn noisy, I just wish... it would shut up...
I wish I had somewhere to be, something better to do....
I can feel it.... and... I should accept what my gut is telling me....
It hurts, but.... it makes sense.
I'm going to be alone soon.... I can feel it.... but... I won't.... explode.
No. I will not... I'm not like that anymore....
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