Fourth of July this year was pretty bleh.
A week ago, Omar texted me saying that he was hosting a thing at his house. I was weary to go, but I felt bad for RSVP'ing as pending so I committed to going. I was hesitant to go throughout the week and honestly didn't hear much else about it, but ended up heading down there yesterday anyway.
Low and behold, about 15 minutes before I got down there Marlon calls me saying that Travis is going to stop by. I proceed to go off just a tad, but I pulled it together, corrected myself, and told him it was fine... it's quite unbecoming to have such a strong reaction to the presence of a mere human. Marlon sensed my frustration and said he'd fix it...and, surprise surprise, he didn't. Travis was right the f** there when I arrived.
So I walked in, said hi to everyone, had a drink, ate a few crabs while Marlon and Travis were cooking and kii'ing in the kitchen, and dipped. I said I'd be back but I wasn't sure if I'd return or not.
I went to Dad's house, played video games, talked to Khalia for a bit, had some drinks and we ended up going back over there around 9pm, Travis was still there...obviously. We played a few card games and we all left. But I didn't leave without pulling Marlon upstairs and telling him that I found this co-dependency with Travis weird AF and still concerning.
To be clear...Yes, Travis irks my spirit and his energy throws mine off but I moreso find it super strange that he is always around. Travis and Marlon have this co-dependency thing going on to where they can barely s**t without speaking to each other and I think it's weird af. So he just "happened" to be in Waldorf the day we were supposed to be hanging out and found his way over? It's just fuking weird.
Anyway, that was the Fourth. I was with Dexter the day before and he mentioned inviting some friends over for cards and asked if I'd be interested. I was honestly high key hoping he'd invite me over. That invite never came. Meh...
But that's all I have for now...
Mood: Meh... Music: "Fourth of July" - Mariah Carey from Butterfly
Ryonosuke · Mon Jul 06, 2020 @ 01:34pm · 0 Comments |