So I will be graduating tomorrow. It feels kind of weird to think that I will be in Highschool next year. But the thing I worry about the most is my friendship. sweatdrop I only want to connect with the three special people in my life: Sam, Erin, and Monica. They are so wonderful to me, and I love them dearly. I never want to leave them and I was to protect them. But I know I have to grow up, and we'll split apart. I don't want to though. heart I want Sam to know that I love her so much, but I'm afraid how she will react. I think it's best that I don't tell her.
Erin is very special to me. In Grade Six, she was so kind to me and we were able to connect so easily. I was able to talk to her about everything I felt. However, she started going down a dangerous path, getting mixed up with the wrong people -- and drugs. Now she smokes, and some drugs now and then. She's been drinking sometimes as well. But still, she hasn't changed on the inside. I will always love my Erin.
Monica has been so motherly to me. That's the way she is, like a mother. She cares for all her friends, and tries to help them in whatever way she can. She's been my shoulder to cry on many times now, and I'm grateful to her for that. I'm so glad she has been there all this time. Monica, I hope everything will be okay for you. I hope so, with all my heart. Thank-you, Monica.
Sam has a place in my heart where no one can replace. Monica and Erin do as well, but Sam's place is her own. She is rude and doesn't care to speak her mind. Sam is also very sly and you don't know what she is thinking sometimes. She'll play around with your heart, I know. But I can't stop saying I love her. There's something about her that has made me love her. I hope she'll one day accept my love, and I hope this day is soon. A day before we seperate. Oh Sam, I love you. I love you Sam.
Well, I'm valedictorian and I have to present my speech tomorrow. I hope I do well -- wish me luck! Oh! I have also made a present for all my friends. It's a picture of all of us, together. And I wrote a little note. I hope they like it.
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