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Dreams seem to be amoung the only real escapes from reality I have. As I live in the middle of rural "Nowhere Land" an have little $ at the best of times.

Dreams, well...for me are often strange.
I dont really have Nightmares persay, But! I do have often very vivid an overly realistic dreams that can be a bother.

I have a lot of "Meaningless" dreams but then again sometimes I have dreams that I feel are like my mind asking questions through those dreams.

I have no end to dreams where Im alone surviving in a apocalypse or left alone after some horrible thing happened. I have dreams of being places Ill never see in real life, parties and famious locations of the world.

Meeting people living or passed on Ill never see or ever get to really meet. Or on the rarest ocassions seeing love ones again who have passed on.

These are only a few of the things in the lands of dreaming Ive done.

I have done more dreaming than Ill ever do in real life, and I hate myself more an more for that fact other than my other life issues I have I deal with on a daily basis.

I so...fight the urge so much. Every day, some better than others but it never goes completely away.