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I am going to miss ASHLYN SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH LIK f**. sad

Why does she have to move away? :{
I am going to go crazy with jessica.
But i have Vanessa, and Lucy, and Olivia.
Even though Vanessa says she doesn't like Olivia anymore.

Can you believe Olivia thinks me and ashlyn ripped up her artwork?
I mean come on.
We didn't like her, but we wouldn't do that. She would. I know olivia would do that. Who would she have done it with? Me.
Cuz when we were best friends, we were such rebels.

& then me and ashlyn, and lucy and jessica got mad at her because all she did was talk about people.
So we started to dislike her and she started to hang out with vanessa and lucy only.
Which we were fine with.

I was always sorta friends with Vanessa.
Now, I couldn't love her more.
We're all friends again (With a few of unknown dislikes here and there) and have been for like a month.

Olivia doesn't bother me, she rarely talks.
What is weird is that when we're all laughing at something she's just silent and just stares down at her feet. Odd.
But Vanessa tells me she doesn't get along with Olivia.

For one thing, Vanessa likes kennedy.
Olivia has some boyfriend we all don't know, but is "so hot".
Olivia knows Vanessa (They're supposed to be best friends) likes Kennedy.
So what does she do?
Olivia flirts with Ken all the time and dares herself to kiss him.

She kissed him today.
Vanessa acted like nothing was wrong, but when I looked at her and she looked back, (we can sometimes talk to eachother though looking at eachother) I could tell something was wrong.

Also today we were talking about going to the mall tomorrow, and Olivia's like, "Let's invite Ken!" I am like, no. confused and Vanessa is all, "Why do you always want to invite him everywhere?" And olivia was like, "I don't. That was the first time I ever said I wanted to invite him somewhere."
and then Vanessa went to the bathroom, and Olivia said to me and Ashlyn and Jessica, "Vanessa hates me. She's always yelling at me these days. She hates me now." Once again, my expression: confused

I don't know what kind of a best friend would kiss her best friend's crush.
I mean, come on.

a few weeks ago at Adriana's party, Olivia was practically begging Ken to get in her pants.
And Vanessa was sad.
Poor vanessa.

I yelled at Jessica today.
I was going to do office duty with Ashlyn, and she's like, "You want to do office duty now? but not when I am doing it?" "I didn't go those times because 1) you ran away from me, and 2) you always leave me. You always take ashlyn like to the bathroom and leave me sitting there. And if I ever take ashlyn to the bathroom you act all pissy. Wtf. That's why."
Surprise.
She started crying.
WTF.

So I just ignored her. And then like 5 minutes later she said sorry and she didn't want to end the year this way and she'd just take ashlyn away because she didn't want to be alone. That's thinking of other's feelings. She didn't want to be alone, so it's okay for me to be alone? Nice one.

Tomorrow we're gonna have a crap party at school.
Whoopie.