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Just leave me here to DIE... UGH
I have been SO miserable lately. I'm so ugly (inside and out) and I HATE it and I want to die, or maybe just talk to someone about it... I just want to be happy... I hate myself. I thought I could talk to Onii-chan about it. That's what big brothers are for, right? But the second I mention it he flips out and when I asked why I couldn't talk about it, he says because that certain subject makes him uncomfortable. Oh gee, we wouldn't want anyone to be UNCOMFORTABLE (note- I'm using sarcasm because my brother-sister relationship with him sometimes makes me uncomfortable, but I guess he doesn't know that, so to be fair, if you read this Joel, sorry) But c'mon, he would rather I hate myself and want to kill myself than be uncomfortable?! And I know I'm probably twisting his words... a lot. I do that. But that's what it seems like. And I hate how he's always playing MapleStory, because I never get a chance to talk to him unless I'm on MapleStory but then he's always in the middle of something. That game used to be fun, but I used to get to play with Onii-chan more too. crying Oh well, he's not usually that fun to talk to anyways... I guess...





 
 
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