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So I went to the doctors...and
I really do not want to go into detail-except for
the fact that the baby is not devloping correctly-
I DON'T KNOW! I was not listening....to
busy thinking about the fact that it might
die in child birth...
I am still kinda stressing about it..Spencer
went with me to the doctors. I hate him-but
sadly he needed to know this s**t..
@___x
Spencer was all saying that I need to get rid of
it that he really does not want to deal
with a deformed child.
I told him that he will not being dealing with
the child because he is not going near him.
-Than he got all up in my face..
I swear if I wasn't pregnant I would of..
Nevermind..
I am really tired right now..I was up
crying all night.
You kinda need to cry in these kind of
'situations'...

XOXO
[Helena]


NOTE: I will be currently be as nice and cheerful
as possible on Gaia. So please-if you don't
want me to have a mental break down on
you-do not ask about the baby.