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The life of trials


Im walking now

You didnt think I would

Im still not sure if I should

Yet here I go

The path ahead is not clear

I have given up what I hold dear

Im am scared of the path ahead

its dark and I cant see

the path is dissapearing in front of me

I will hold my head high

If I show no fear perhaps I can pass

I give myself courage I know will not last

I have been here before

The way to go is my choice in life

I get to choose between happyness and stryfe

This looks familiar

A voice tells me not to fear

to hold true to what you hold dear

I run

Somthing tells me this is not right

Somthing inside says STAY AND FIGHT!

I have fought before

This is a battle you cannot win

You will always loose... again... and again...

I cry

How did things go so bad

My feet are dragging I feel so sad

I grit my teeth

I tell myself I will go on

I will not listen to where they say the line is drawn

I belive again

I have made it this far

I have made it through... I bear my scars

and I know I am not done

for my life... is the life of trials