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I stare at the water, the wind blows my long hair back. I just stare, nothing's there, but I still stare. I look blank and unaware, but my mind is racing with the quetions I need to ask. The questions that only Mother Nature could ever answer.
"Why am I here, what is my purpose in this forgotten village?" I ask my dear mother. "You brought me here, why? Is there a reason for my life, shall I just die with no past?"
The feeling soon becomes intense, I know she is answering. The wind starts to blow around me yet everything at a distance is calm. My heart beats faster and faster, my mouth becomes dry and water forms in my eyes. Everything is going so fast, I can't hear anything, but she is talking to me. I don't know the words she says, but I know what they mean, she's talking to my heart. My mind is spinning yet everything is calm, it's amazing, it just keeps going faster and faster, then. It stops.
The tear that had formed has now rolled down my cheek, I feel it sliding as everything calms, my thoughts disappear. I open my eyes and I'm exhausted, I look around and everything is brighter, more clear. I know the answer is in me, but the only thing now is I have to search for it, within myself.

more to come, this is just a little part of the story.