Surprisingly I have been sleeping regularly for the past 2 days.
Meaning going to bed at 12 and waking up at 4-6am.
I have started up smoking again-ever since the
baby died. I have turned off my phone-and
recently turned it have on only to have
74 messages.
40 from my ex-boyfriend wanting to
get back together. But that will never happen
he is a controlling sex crazed jerk.
He is just pitying me at the moment and being 'nice'.
I was kinda depressed at work yesterday. Really
stayed away from anyone only to attract one of my
co-workers and to bug the hell out of me.
He kept on poking me and hugging me out of no where.
It drove me crazy!
@_____x
I think I might quit my job that I have had for more than
a year. I can't stand some of the people that come into
the store. Than again I might not quit. Probably not.
I went over to my Mom's yesterday and took some
pictures. But looking at my profile-you probably
already saw the ugliness.
XOXO
[Helena]
Currently Listening Too: Europe///Final Countdown
Meaning going to bed at 12 and waking up at 4-6am.
I have started up smoking again-ever since the
baby died. I have turned off my phone-and
recently turned it have on only to have
74 messages.
40 from my ex-boyfriend wanting to
get back together. But that will never happen
he is a controlling sex crazed jerk.
He is just pitying me at the moment and being 'nice'.
I was kinda depressed at work yesterday. Really
stayed away from anyone only to attract one of my
co-workers and to bug the hell out of me.
He kept on poking me and hugging me out of no where.
It drove me crazy!
@_____x
I think I might quit my job that I have had for more than
a year. I can't stand some of the people that come into
the store. Than again I might not quit. Probably not.
I went over to my Mom's yesterday and took some
pictures. But looking at my profile-you probably
already saw the ugliness.
XOXO
[Helena]
Currently Listening Too: Europe///Final Countdown
Community Member