1.I Have this pain
I have this fear
That no one wants to see me here.
Stuck in this place
Of hell and Pain
I know you think its just the same
The things you hope haunt my heart
so you can pretend to care
Thinking you know things
I know that were never there.
So now ill hide but its just the same
Youll never know my real pain
So just sit back and watch the day
And my heart will slave
For yet another day.
2.Now i sit but i can barly wait
Til the time comes and i can tell you i will be late
so your flowing tears will stop to listen
and know i have the best intentions
stop telling me your coated lies
and give me one great last surpise
so hold me tight for the end will come
a seperated eturnity and only you will have fun
3.scilence calls
the lamp of darkness falls
cooling ashes wisp away it all
oh how i long to run away
no one cares about anything i say
is this the price i have to pay
to live a life that is not mine
do i dare to cross the line
and abandon all my kind
4.Sorrow sits and makes its home
Painful suffering youll never know.
You cant see its all an act
I have to thank my complex masks.
Now sit in the eves and you will see
A somewhat darkerside to me.
Evil and mallice at its best
You say i have a hollow chest.
I check my heart and yet it beats
Contrary to all your popular beliefs.
Shouls i just dissappear
Does no one truly see me here?
Am i just a mist, a cloud
because my soul screams out so loud!
So i sit all alone
Til hell comes back to take me home....
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Bambi's Journal
Im 16 and there really isn't a lot to me. i just need a place to write my thoughts feelings and other stuff i find that i need to vent out.
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