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That is his Gaia username, but whatever. I'm going to use his real name, for security reasons. Chris is an @$$. I hate his f***ing guts! My friend forgot that I hated him, and she added him into the conversation. So, as soon as I saw that it was him, I said f*** off, Chris. Only, of course I didn't add the ***. That's right. I've been cussing at him for the past 10 minutes. Fully cussing. I NEVER cuss like this. Heck, I hardly ever cuss! Damn I feel like crying... I wish someone would come talk to me... Like Kokutan, or... I dunno. Maybe even E-san. I wonder if Neko-kun will listen? I need to call somebody. I don't know who, I but still need to call...

I don't want to cry, but at the same time, I do. I don't even care if I cry because of Chris.... I need to cry.. Have you ever just needed to cry? Even if you were happy, you would still feel like you needed to? I need to cry... Maybe I will get to cry myself to sleep tonight. I like crying myself to sleep. Then I feel really refreshed the next morning. Don't misunderstand me! It's not like I cry to sleep often, or even cry often, it's just the fact that I don't cry that much, that I need to cry... I don't know. At this point, I'm not even talking to Chris. He's too stoopud to understand me anyway. Well.. before I start to repeat myself even more, I should leave.

For those of you that think I'm going all emo or something, I'm not. I won't do anything stupid. Please, don't worry about me, don't PM me with "LYK, R U OK!?!?!" PMs, and stuff like that. Thanks.