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love sucks. i dont want it anywhere near me...but i cant help...she makes my heart beat faster and faster whenever her name is mentioned... but love, what have you done for me so far? she smells so nice...i get a crazy natural high when ever i smell her...she doesnt know of my feelings for her...shes evr the clueless. she says shes fat and i just tell her shes perfect...she says shes a nerd...shes my nerd... she hasnt gotten it yet...i love her so much i could cry...and i do...evry night...in my bed with my reptar...he stayed at her house for a few weeks...so when i see him...im reminded of her...and cry because she duznt know...i love you so mcuh, alyssa. heart