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when u lose a frend wat do u do? u have no shoulder 2 cry on, only urself. u don't know when she'll forgive u and when this battle will end. even if u say sry it's still not enough 4 her 2 hear. my mind is lost in the shadow of darkness, it swallowed me up... never 2 hear my voice again only when i cry 4 help u can hear me. im 4evr lost in this unforgiving world. she'll never 4give me i think in my mind. i wish her a happy life while mine is slowly parting away. but one day, i still ponder on this question. this unanswered question. will she 4give me? i still don't know. saying sry 2 her has no effect at all. im lost, can any1 help me? no one is there 2 even hear me...my life is slowly going away, away, away...gone 4evr... with ppl around, im happy. but that's just a facade, a mask hidding my true emotion, sadness. a deep trench of sadness that when 1 falls in, they'll never get out. and in that trench lies me, still as if im dead. never 2 be happy again until the day she can 4give me. probably never...never again will i smile again...

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