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I feel like I'm never going to trust outsiders again. Stupid hypocrites need to learn that world isn't all about themselves. And people have reasons for everything, they're not all excuses! They are honest-to-god reasons.
scream I'm so pissed off.

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I know what you want
I wanna take you a midnight show tonight
If you can keep a secret
I got a blanket in the back seat on my mind
And a little place that sits beneath the sky
She turned her face to speak
But no-one heard her cry
Drive faster, boy
Drive faster, boy

I know there's a hope
There's too many people trying to help me cope
You got a real short skirt
I wanna look up, look up, look up, yeah yeah

We were just in time
Let me take a little more off your mind
There's something in my head
Somewhere in the back said
We were just a good thing
We were such a good thing

Make it go away without a word
But promise me you'll stay
And fix these things I've hurt
Oh make it go away!

Drive faster, boy
Drive faster, boy

Oh crashing tide can't hide a guilty girl
With jealous hearts that start with gloss and curls
I took my baby's breath beneath the chandelier
Of stars in atmosphere
And watch her disappear
Into the midnight show...

Oh faster, faster, faster...
Oh no no no no no...
If you keep a secret
Well baby... you can keep a secret
If you keep a secret...

that's by the killers and it's my favorite angry-song.
scream scream scream

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well my angry playlist on itunes ran out and I quickly switched to sad songs, now I feel like s**t. Not like I'm going to cry, but regret. I shouldn't have done many things, but I still hate her. That will probably not change.
I wish I never talked to her in the first place. we're so much better off. I just hate her so much. quote from dodgeball: "I hope he falls off that rollercoaster and breaks every bone in her body." xDD
Wow, I just realized it. I need movie therapy. I'm gonna go rent a comedy and buy two boxes of junior mints and a giant soda. comfort food.

god I hate her. wrath is coming back. pissy little mormon.
ok ok enough with the insults. they don't make me feel any better. I want to kill something or destroy something. but I will restrain myself. my brothers airsoft and a dead bird or two sound pretty satisfying but I probably shouldn't kill things to make myself feel better. sweatdrop

-sigh-
I'm going to blockbuster now.

edit again!
I rented scary movie 4 and I feel much better. My story update is coming right up!