It has been about two months since me and my ex split. Still I think I have been stripped from my purpose. Drawn from my job, having no reaon to live. I feel like drawing attention to myself, but in the wrong way. It is only a matter of time before I'm exposed, as a freak. I forgot why I am here. I am torn and unable to continue on my journey. My ex has found another woman, which I think will be deceived. But that is my opinion, my arm now hurts, like anyione cares, but I have learned something: Don't be in a long term relationship, only if you know it is the right person. I have been lied to, torn apart, left behind, you name it. Except raped, that would be gross. Now with these scars, I can now learn what reality presents you to...Fortunaetly, I have manage to not give up my life entirely. maybe some future dreams, but not all the way.
Anyways, go back to living your lives. I have wasted enough of everone's time.
- Pathetic Freak -
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