I just realized how much I screwed up last night... With him....
With Phil
He was perfect, and he actually cared about me, and he really loved me. But I was scared, because I didn't think that I loved him as much. But I'm still young, I'm not capable of loving, I don't even know what love it. Or at least, that's my excuse. But it's true, isn't it?
We don't talk anymore, I wish we did. I wish I knew if he would give me a second chance. I don't know if he's that type of person. But I don't think he's one to give his ex-girlfriends a second chance.
But I just saw a comment he left me on Open Diary. Now I miss him even more...
We haven't talked in months. He's probably forgotten all about me. He still comes to the guild once in awhile though.
I just want to die, I can't stand this.
With Phil
He was perfect, and he actually cared about me, and he really loved me. But I was scared, because I didn't think that I loved him as much. But I'm still young, I'm not capable of loving, I don't even know what love it. Or at least, that's my excuse. But it's true, isn't it?
We don't talk anymore, I wish we did. I wish I knew if he would give me a second chance. I don't know if he's that type of person. But I don't think he's one to give his ex-girlfriends a second chance.
But I just saw a comment he left me on Open Diary. Now I miss him even more...
We haven't talked in months. He's probably forgotten all about me. He still comes to the guild once in awhile though.
I just want to die, I can't stand this.
