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There ain't nobody asking me, where I've been
There ain't nobody that would name me, as a friend
There ain't nobody that's dropping by, to say hi
There ain't nobody that's caring whether, i live or die
I have nobody to tell about, my growing angers
I have nobody to tell about me, following strangers
There ain't nobody making sure, I'm taking, all of my pills
There ain't nobody slowing me down, and keeping me still
Im truly alone.There ain't nobody telling me, not to jump off
There ain't nobody telling me, not to chop your block off
I get so bloody, I ruin, all of my clothes
I get so bloody, I sit, in the dark alone
I have nobody, to tell about, my dark fantasies
I have nobody, to tell about, my dark realities
There ain't nobody around me, nobody wanna be friends
I get so bloody, all on me, the mess never ends
I'm truly alone.I walked into a Super K, and went into the back
I started asking questions, and checkin out the chainsaw rack
They had a test model, I pulled the cord and got it running
Turned the blade on the kid working, and blood started gunnin
What the ******** am I doing?
I dropped the s**t and started cryin
I made it down two aisles, before some hero clotheslined me
I got up grabbed a shovel, and stabbed him in the gut
I pulled it out, and hammered it across his nug
I'm hearin' sirens goin off, it's no blue light specials
I turned murderer, takin in the daily life pressures
But ******** that now, all y'all gonna know me
See me on tv, be like "look there go my homie!"
I'm more than lonely, I'm lost
Lives are the cost
I just beat some b***h in the head, stabbed her twice, and took off
They can't find me, I'm hiding in a flannel coat rack
I jump out and attack, and put a gash in your neck
I finally made it to the front door, and to the parking lot
That's when I got shot, a lot
I got caught
Police with bullets, and more bullets, pluggin' me deep
I'm seein flashes, hearin screaming, and it's all over me
I see a crowd of people, being held behind police tape
All watching me die, I think I made no mistake
I finally got some recognition, dyin' on my knees
Ready for hell,
Because compared to my life, it should be an ease