Why is it that almost all of my journal entires titles have some sort of "bad" word in them? confused
K, so went out with Jon.
For a few days, he said he loved me. He wanted to kiss me, he wanted to go out with me.
I hadn't talked to him for a few days, and I was begining to get sort of worried, because I had called n such, but no answer, nothing.
So, he got online, and the first thing he says:
LunarFlower285 [7:06 PM]: hey
************* [7:06 PM]: ARE YOU GOING OUT?
************* [7:06 PM]: with me
LunarFlower285 [7:07 PM]: Well I thought so..
************* [7:07 PM]: opps
LunarFlower285 [7:07 PM]: why?
************* [7:07 PM]: i just planned a date with sami oo srry i was kinda high when i asked u
************* [7:07 PM]: dont be mad
LunarFlower285 [7:07 PM]: ahh
LunarFlower285 [7:07 PM]: dude
LunarFlower285 [7:08 PM]: are you going out with sami now?
************* [7:08 PM]: not yet
LunarFlower285 [7:08 PM]: okay..
LunarFlower285 [7:08 PM]: that sucks
LunarFlower285 [7:08 PM]: like
LunarFlower285 [7:08 PM]: my parents say yes, which took a lot of convincing.
************* [7:08 PM]: we would never talk to oneohter believe me
LunarFlower285 [7:08 PM]: And you're going on a date with sami
LunarFlower285 [7:09 PM]: then why the ******** did you ask me out?
************* [7:09 PM]: well domt blame me blame the weed
************* [7:09 PM]: srry
************* [7:09 PM]: srry
************* [7:09 PM]: srry
LunarFlower285 [7:10 PM]: then what about 2 days ago?
LunarFlower285 [7:10 PM]: You can't blame being high for all of it.
************* [7:10 PM]: what
LunarFlower285 [7:10 PM]: you asked if we were going out
************* [7:10 PM]: look srry ok
************* [7:10 PM]: just i think we are better friends ok
LunarFlower285 [7:11 PM]: you know I knew this would happen I sould've never even thought about saying yes.
LunarFlower285 [7:11 PM]: You did this sort of thing last time
LunarFlower285 [7:11 PM]: and you did it again.
LunarFlower285 [7:11 PM]: Great.
************* [7:11 PM]: srry ok
************* [7:11 PM]: i am
************* [7:12 PM]: seroiusly
LunarFlower285 [7:12 PM]: you are what?
LunarFlower285 [7:12 PM]: sorry?
LunarFlower285 [7:12 PM]: you should be.
************* [7:12 PM]: but its better i told you the truth
LunarFlower285 [7:12 PM]: yea
LunarFlower285 [7:12 PM]: you said you liked me, but now we're better off friends? You said you like wanted to kiss me? But better off friends. What the ********, Jon?
************* [7:13 PM]: i do want to kiss you but i dont deserve you ok
LunarFlower285 [7:14 PM]: that's not what you said like 5 seconds ago. You said we were better off friends. Make up your mind. Where you just "high" and not thinking right or whatever, or do you just not deserve me? Which one is it?
************* [7:14 PM]: omg fine you dont want to be friends whatever ok
************* [7:14 PM]: that fine se ya
LunarFlower285 [7:15 PM]: I'm not saying that. I'm just asking you what exactly you mean. I guess we aren't going out, but it doesn't mean I "hate" you or something for this.
************* [7:16 PM]: well u should
LunarFlower285 [7:16 PM]: I should hate you? I probably should. But I don't.
************* [7:17 PM]: well you should because i know i am a jerk but i have liked sami before i even knew u
LunarFlower285 [7:17 PM]: well you should've ******** thought about that, shouldn't you? Look, I don't hate you. But that was really shitty of you, and you apoligized. I'm not quite "over it" or whatever, but I forgive you.
************* [7:19 PM]: well i dont blame u
LunarFlower285 [7:20 PM]: Yea. Know I don't hate you though.
************* [7:20 PM]: ok srry again
************* [7:43 PM]: srrty
************* [7:43 PM]: i really am
LunarFlower285 [7:47 PM]: I know you are, but this isn't the first time this sort of thing has happened. I convinced my parents, you freeking asked me out, said you liked me, so.. hmm.. I liked you, you liked me. My parents said okay. Sure! That worked out. Happened last time too, almost the same. I'm just wondering, what the ******** happened? You freeking asked me out. Then you set up a date with Sami. What the ******** is that? I know you're sorry, but what was going though your mind when you asked her out?
************* [7:48 PM]: i thought ohh s**t i didnt think you would be mad
LunarFlower285 [7:49 PM]: Really? You didn't think I would be mad.
LunarFlower285 [7:49 PM]: Wow.
************* [7:49 PM]: i dont know anymore
************* [7:49 PM]: gtg
LunarFlower285 [7:49 PM]: Oookay.
LunarFlower285 [7:49 PM]: Whatever, I'll talk to you tomorrow.
-_-; Damn him and his bad grammar, and chatspeak tendincies. Not that I can spell tendincies. biggrin
But yeah.
I was so pissed off I was worried I'd like kill him. heart
But now, I'm not mad about anything!
What the ********!?
I'm in an AWESOME mood,
and I'm not even really mad at him anymore.
But like, we're JUST friends now.
*sadsademoemo*
But oh well.
I can't change him. He's a retarded ********, and there's absolutely NOTHING
I can do to change him.
I've tried.
Many times.
I just have to except that he can be a total a*****e.
Wow, now I sound like Oprah.
Ts'all, loves.
-MP
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Im so sorreh v.v