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I stand here, waiting for you to find me. I have done my best to find you... and I usually do, but you leave soon after. I try and try... and it breaks my heart. I stopped trying so hard... and realized you didn't even seem to seek me... I stand here alone, wondering wether you love me the same way. Whether you even love me... I feel you drifting away and it hurts... But maybe that is what was meant to be... It's not fair that I give and give, doing my best for "us" to survive... and I feel that you only take...

I say "I love you, good-bye"... you rarely even say bye...

I say "good night and take care"... you rarely say good night...

You used to say I love you, with joy. You seemed happy to see me... You seemed to try like I do. And I knew I was loved...

But now... I wonder wether I bore you. I wonder wether you want to be around me... I wonder wether you love me...

I stand here, waiting to see what will happen... because I am loosing what bit I still have to give... with nothing in return.

I love you with all my heart wether it hurts or not...

If you stopped loving me, then let me go and I will let you go too. Because I love you, and I just want you to be happy.

But tell me this...

Do you still love me...?