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Why does live have to be gay and torter for people? Why cant some of us live nice lifes. Well i quess thats not going to work out. I mean..... I cant do anything anymore.Like with friends because i have to take care of my little brother. Wow my guidance teachur even said that i act more like my little brothers mom then my mom does. Witch is every sad!!!But i also can hangout with the people i want to hangout with because there parents wont let me. I can only hangout with one person and thats poppers. Like i have high school friends. But like i would rather like to hangout with people thats my age more then people that are older then me. But honestly why does everyones parents hate me. I know one person that i really would like to hanogut with her mom hates me because of this person that im mad at right now. But wow honestly what the hell did i do so all the ******** parents in this town? Why are they all hateing on me?Wow i should do like miss. S said that she was happy that im not doing. Like skipping school, geting into troble with the police, And running away from home. Honestly i want to just run away were no one can find me. So my life isnt so ******** gay. I just hate life. But non like other people im not going to ******** cutt. Wow if anything ill do these stupid tricks on my skateboard and like hurt my self like that. Like jump off the top of my moms van with my skateboard and land on my head. Or do something like that. But monday im just going to like leave everyone alone. If they want to come up to me and talk to me they can...I will talk back...But im not going to go up to you and talk. Becasue i want to know who wants to be my REAL friend and who DOESNT. So if i come up to you it doesnt mean im mad at you its just i want to see who my REAL friends are. So im sorry if i dont come up to you... But i will talk to you if you come up to me. So yah im going to go i have like 2 messages on gaia and like 5 comments on myspace that i need to read. And yet my yahoo mail. ANd i need to do my homework all befor 7. Witch kinda sucks because i have 10 pages to type. And the notebook is collage ruled. So i got to go...Ill see you all later...Bye

Wait im back....Can someone tell me why everyone is hateing on me?