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The poems I wrote
Be aware that I am NOT a writer, and these just came into my head this morning so I wrote it down, don't expect greatness okay
And PLEASE TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK
Title: Looking Down Upon Yourself
You sit there looking down upon yourself,
unaware of what they want for you
---20 years later---
You sit there looking down upon yourself,
unaware of what it is you've gained
---20 years later---
You sit there looking down upon yourself,
unaware how high they look at you
---20 years later---
-death-
You sit there looking down upon them now,
finally aware of how it is they helped
(headed south is a metaphor for those who can't tell)
Title: You speak to them
You speak to them with your eyes,
and they will see all your lies
You speak to them with your mind,
and they will see that you are kind
You speak to them with your mouth,
and they will see you're headed south
You speak to them with your heart,
and they'll be hit with cupid's dart
Title: I'm not Perfect
I'm not perfect,
but I'm trying
I'm not perfect,
and I'm dying
I'm not perfect,
but now I'm asking.....
Am I good enough?
Title: You look at me
You look at me with friendly eyes,
but for me it's not enough
I look at you with loving eyes,
but for you it is too much
You look at me and see a friend,
yet I'm not content
I look at you and see you leave,
and always blame myself
Title: "They say it'll happen"
They say it'll happen,
but how do they know
They say it'll happen,
but why should I trust
They say it'll happen,
but I don't believe
They say it'll happen,
but time has said otherwise
They say it'll happen,
but how do they know...
how do they know?
Title: They crowd around him
They crowd around him,
who care's about me
They crowd around him,
yet I see one girl....
They crowd around him,
but this girl has left
They crowd around him,
the girl has come to me
They crowd around him,
who cares about crowds
Title: They say to you
They say to you, "I promise you",
but who are you to trust
They say to you, "I promise you",
yet they have never kept
They say to you, "I promise you",
and yet we still believe
You say to them, "you promised me",
they say to you, "I lied"
Title: Where's their proof
They talk to me,
I always respond
I talk to them,
yet they ignore
They ask for help,
I oblige for them
I ask for help,
and they say no
They say they're friends,
but where's their proof...
where's their proof?
Title: She seems perfect
She seems perfect,
why can't I speak,
so many things to say
She seems perfect,
I watch her walk,
trying my best to speak
She seems perfect,
I finally speak,
but all that come are lies
She seems perfect,
I'll tell her now,
that all those things are false
She seemed perfect,
thought she was the one,
but she left me today
She seemed perfect,
but upon sight,
she told me I shouldn't have lied
Title: You kept me waiting
You kept me waiting,
I don't know how long.
You kept me waiting,
I didn't mind.
You kept me waiting,
I started to worry.
You kept me waiting,
why do I care.
You kept me waiting,
and when I asked...
Why was I waiting,
you had no response.
You want me to leave you,
but why is that I ask
You have no answer,
so I can't leave yet
I finally leave,
but it is YOUR loss
Title: Why do I doubt?
They tell me I'm good at what I do,
why do I doubt?
They tell me I'm a good person,
why do I doubt?
They tell me not to doubt,
but I just can't stop.
They tell me not to quit,
I try my best not to.
They tell me I should be confident,
I try my best to.
People tell me I'm good,
why do I doubt.....
why do I doubt?
Title:Why are you punishing me?
They're in the wrong,
I'm in the right,
why are you punishing me?
They did the deed,
I have no guilt,
why are you punishing me?
They are at fault,
I'm not involved,
why are you punishing me?
They should be punished,
WHY can't you see,
why are you punishing me?
Title: They say thank you
They say thank you,
but it was nothing
They say thank you,
but why is that
They say thank you,
to be polite
I say it was nothing,
they say it meant everything
Title: I love her so
I love her so,
she doesn't know,
I see her in my dreams.
I love her so,
I tell her so,
she stays silent for days.
I love her so,
I need to know,
what does she see in me?
She loves me so,
she told me so,
my dreams have come to pass
Title: I lie there thinking
I lie there thinking,
what have I done?
what could have been?
I lie there thinking,
how could I have?
how will I live?
I lie there thinking,
how could I let you go?
what a fool am I!!
I lie there thinking,
I let you go.
how will I live...
how will I live?
Title: If you loved me
I see a girl,
I say hi,
she says hi back to me.
I ask her out,
she says yes,
oh what a joyous time for me.
But then she goes,
and cheats on me,
and asks me to forgive.
I say okay,
for you my love,
I'll forgive you now.
But then she goes,
and cheats on me,
and asks me to forgive.
I say okay,
for you my love,
I'll forgive you now.
But then she goes,
and cheats again,
and asks me to forgive.
I say no way,
not this time,
my love for you is gone.
She says,
babe please, I still love you
I interupt her here.
If you loved me,
you wouldn't need,
to ask me to forgive
Title: When I look at you
When you look at me,
what do you see?
is it me,
or are you decieved
When I look at you,
what do I see?
I see the prettiest girl of all,
I'm not decieved.
When you look at me,
what do you think?
do you think I'm worthy?
am I good enough?
When I look at you,
what do I think?
I think, WHAT LUCK?
I'm with you
When you think of us,
what do you see?
is it worthwhile,
is it enough?
When I look at us,
what do I see?
I see my life,
ending....
Still in love with you.
Title: You showed me hell
You showed me bliss,
by saying yes,
when I asked you to be my gal?
You showed me hell,
when you left,
nothing could make it worse!
You showed me bliss,
by taking me back,
I wont screw up again!
You showed me hell,
when you left again,
this time for no reason at all.....
Title: That's what you deserve
I ask you,
what do you want,
you say nothing at all
I say no,
you need a gift,
any hints at all?
She says no,
please nothing,
I don't want any gifts at all.
I say too bad,
I'm getting something,
you deserve something from me.
She says okay,
if you insist,
good luck finding something good.
I ask what would be good,
any hints,
anything at all?
She says no,
find something,
I'm sure it will be great.
Why can't I get a hint,
I want the gift to be perfect,
because that's what you deserve....
that's what you deserve!!!
Title: I make my plans
I make my plans,
they sound perfect,
this time I think they'll work.
I made my plans,
they seem perfect,
time to see if they will work.
I act out my plans,
they seemed perfect,
but they failed misserably.
I make my plans,
they never work,
yet I still make them now.
If they wont work,
I don't know what will,
everything else has failed.
My plans always fail,
yet I still make them,
eventually they'll work.....
eventually they'll work.
Title: They say I love you
They say I love you,
you say it back,
he says he means it,
you say I know you do.
He says I need some time,
you say why is that,
he says I don't know if I love you anymore,
you say, I still love you though.
Later he says he loves you and want's you back,
you turn him down,
when he asks why,
you reply,
you hurt me too much the last time you said that.
Title: Why must you lie
Why must you lie,
I'll understand,
just please tell me the truth.
You say you can't,
tell me the truth,
why not? I'll understand.
I love you so much,
I'll understand,
just please tell me the truth.
You say okay,
you want the truth?
I don't want to be with you.
Of all the things,
you could have said,
This, I don't understand.....
This I don't understand.
Title: What else is new
You say you're busy,
what else is new.
You say I'm sorry,
what else is new.
You say maybe next weekend,
what else is new.
-next weekend-
You say you're busy,
what else is new.
you say you're sorry,
what else is new.
You say maybe next weekend,
what else is new.
-next weekend-
You say you're not busy,
"FINALLY" I say.
You say you need to tell me something,
"what" I ask.
I don't want to see you anymore, I thought it was time to tell you.
what else is new.....
what else is new
Title: I sit here waiting
I sit here waiting,
for your reply,
hoping you say yes.
I sit here waiting,
it's killing me,
I need to know sooner.
I sit here waiting,
for your response,
doubting you'll say yes.
I stand here listening,
you finally respond,
you actually tell me yes.
I stand here in awe,
you actually say yes,
I'm so happy right now.
We hug and kiss,
and start our date,
I'm happier then I've ever been.
You told me yes,
I'm so happy,
The void in my life is filled
Title: I expect the worst, but want the best
I expect the worst,
but want the best,
only you can give me that.
I go to you,
to see what you'll give,
expecting to get the worst.
You tell me that,
you've been thinking and,
you'll give a chance.
I expect the worst,
but want the best,
now you have given me that.
Title: Why do you think?
Why do you think,
that you have the right,
to treat me this horribly.
I don't deserve this,
why must you treat me like this,
what did I do to you?
You treat me this way,
and I hate it so much,
yet I make no effort to stop you.
I blame it on you,
when it's really on me,
who doesn't make any effort to stop you.
Title: This is torture
This is torture,
I need to know,
what do you feel for me?
I've asked you now,
so I need to wait,
patience is a virtue.
I want to know,
but I can't rush you,
you need your time, I know.
Patience may be,
virtuous indeed,
but it's a virtue I do not possess.
I need to know now,
but I can't rush you,
you need your time, I know.
This is torture,
I need to know,
what do you feel for me?
Title: What she did to me
I waited months,
I prayed and prayed,
please let her say yes.
She comes to me,
tells me she needs to talk,
YAY, finally I think
She opens her mouth,
my heart grows with joy,
Please leave me alone she says.
My heart shatters,
I cannot think,
what just happened to me.
I tell myself,
that I hate her,
for what she did to me.
But the truth,
hurts even more,
I still love her today.
Title: What's wrong with me
I lover her so much,
she needs to know,
it's been secret for years.
I have made up my mind,
I have to tell her,
I can keep it secret no longer.
I say to her,
Camille, I love you,
please come be with me.
I need some time,
to think about this,
that's what she said to me.
I wait for months,
and pray every day,
please let her say yes to me.
She finally calls,
I'm SO happy to hear her voice,
I can't believe this is about to happen.
Tyler, we need to talk,
I can't do this right now,
I don't think we should be friends.
I almost die,
I cannot think,
how could she do this to me.
I love her still,
but hate myself,
what is wrong with me?
Title: I'm still in love with her
I need to know,
why did she do this,
what is she afraid of?
I love her more than anything,
I can't believe myself,
how stupid I was to fall for her.
She hates me now,
I have no chance,
what is there left to do?
Whats wrong with me,
I can't move on,
I'm still in love with her.
I want to die,
but not for her,
she's not worth that now.
There was a point,
where she liked me,
I know it.....what happened?
She told me no,
yet I can't let her go,
I'm still in love with her.
Title: Instead I hurt myself
Why is she afraid?
why can't we be friends?
why did it have to come to this?
What did I do?
to deserve this,
I can't believe it had to be this way.
I need to know,
the answers to these questions,
before I can move on.
Yet I can't ask,
she doesn't want to talk to me,
because of that I can't.
What she wants,
I try to give,
despite how it effects me.
I can't believe,
it had to come to this,
happiness is so far out of reach.
I love her SO much,
I can't hurt her at all,
instead I hurt myself.
Title: I want to stop
I tell myself,
I hate her now,
I know that that's a lie.
I don't want to,
I want to stop,
yet I can't figure out the way.
I still love her,
more than anything,
I think of her night and day.
What's wrong with me,
there is no chance,
I need to let her go.
I want to stop,
but I can't,
I love her too much even now.
Title: I used to think that
I don't deserve her,
I used to think that.
I don't deserve her,
HA, what a crock.
I don't deserve her,
I told myself that.
I don't deserve her,
I see the truth now
She doesn't deserve me,
this is HER loss!
Title: What's wrong with me
What's wrong with me,
I used to have answers.
What's wrong with me,
you know the answer.
What's wrong with me,
what did I do to deserve this?
What's wrong with me,
I know the answer now.
What's wrong with me,
NOTHING, it is YOU that is wrong.
Title: I used to love you
I used to love you,
and now ask myself why.
It seemed right at the time,
but now I see your true color's.
You treat those who love you like this,
then what is the point.
I used to love you,
and now ask myself why.
I would have died for you,
to keep you safe.
But now you've done this,
no way I'll do that.
I used to love you,
now ask myself why.
You treat those who love you this way,
then I don't want any part.
Title: Now that I'm with her
I once thought,
that I knew what,
true happiness was.
I know now,
that those were lies,
I wasn't happy then.
I felt so bad,
thought I would never be happy,
yet one girl never gave up.
I asked her if,
she would be with me,
to my surprise she said yes.
I soon find out,
that I love her,
I'll never let her go.
She tells me,
that she loves me,
and she'll always be there for me.
I know now,
what true happiness is,
now that I am with her.
Title: She's made me so happy
My heart shattered,
it felt so bad,
I thought I would never heal.
For so long,
it kept hurting,
I prayed for it to stop.
You'll find someone,
they all told me,
but I couldn't believe.
Yet one girl,
didn't give up,
she believed in me.
She showed me that,
I could heal,
I just needed to see.
She was so nice,
I asked her if,
she would be with me.
She said yes,
now I can heal,
she's made me so happy.
Title: For you I'll make it through
I want you now,
this distance kills,
why are you so far away?
I love you so much,
I'll get through it all,
as long as you're there for me.
I'll brave it all,
no matter what,
anything for you my love.
This distance kills,
but I'll make it through,
my love will show me the way.
As long as you're there,
I'll keep going,
nothing will keep me from you.
I love you so much,
I hate this distance,
but for you I'll make it through.
Title: What does april mean to you?
What does April mean to you?
To me it means a lot,
the reason is quite simple you see.
I'm in love with a girl,
she's so far away,
the distance wont change my feelings.
Why April you ask?
It's simple you see,
sit down and listen to me.
I'm in love with a girl,
she's so far away,
the distance wont change my feelings.
Why April you ask?
I'm getting to that,
just sit down and listen to me.
The reason is simple,
I'll be with this girl,
the distance will no longer be there.
So now you see,
what April means to me,
I get to see the love of my life.
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