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I feel so ******** heart broken. I can't stand anymore pain. I just wanna lay down and cry myself to sleep like I do most nights. But I'm sick of crying. I'm sick of getting my heart broken. It's like they don't even care. Lead me on then tell me you have someone. What in the hell were you thinking!? It's like I'm a toy. Play with me then get bored and leave me alone. I think I find someone who is perfect for me, turns out they're not. They want someone else. I was just the person they liked that week. I hand you my heart you throw it on the ground and step on it. Leave me with scars.

With This Knife by Smile Empty Soul

I let myself fall into a lie
I let my walls come down
I let myself smile and feel alive
I let my walls come down
No matter how i try i don't know why
You push so far away
You wrapped your hands tight around my heart
And squeezed it full of pain

With this knife i'll cut out the part of me
The part that cares for you
With this knife i'll cut out the heart of me
The heart that cares for you

I can't believe the way you took me down
I never saw the pain
Coming in a million broken miles
Like poison for my veins

With this knife i'll cut out the part of me
The part that cares for you
With this knife i'll cut out the heart of me
The heart that cares for you

The hate and the fear
The nightmares that wake me up
In tears
The nightmares and (the hate)...









I loved you and you hurt me. </3 Jeff </3