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I looked up at the moon tonight. It was awfully strange? I haven't been myself lately yet I don't know who I really am. I had to take my father back to the hospital again. He isn't getting any better...the doctors say that he might pass. I really hope what they say is wrong. My father needs me more then he thinks. He is getting grouchier too. I was with my band today also and we didn't want to do a damn thing cus they were worried about him too. My friend on the net told me just to make sure he is alright by checking up on him once in awhile...I have been listening too. He asked me to sit down with him for a second also today. He told me that my mother wasn't my real mom...I was freaked out. He told me that...my mother died when I was born. I didn't get any of it..I did get angry but I didn't let my angry out at him, I let it out on myself.