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there once was a happy girl
who thought she owned the world
her beautiful hair
got stares
her beautiful eyes
got guys
she made the boys drool
she was the uncontested queen of the school
then one day her life turned around
her family was at the beach...and her mother drowned
her dad blamed her saying it was all her fault
then that happy family came to a halt
and for the next few months she sat in her room and cried
knowing in her heart it wasn't her fault her mother died
her dad completly ignored her and never said a word
all those times she said "i love you dad" were never even heard
she tried talking to him about that one sad day
but all it got her in return was a head turned away
after that she hated everything and attempted suicide
but never could completly get there no matter how hard she tried
she turned gothic and her soul was icey cold
because in her mind she knew her heart would never again be whole
all she ever wanted was to make things right
and finally end this roaring, raging fight
but it never worked out and that ended the world
of that once sweet, gentle, happy, loving girl.


fear m poetic ability's when i am bored out of my mind!! eek