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I've lost it. Lost it all. My excuse? "i've been busy"
School has me working from morning till bed, band takes up my friday's and saturdays for football games and competitions, I have chores and homework to do on Sunday, and then it starts all over again. My free time are my meals, taking showers, and going to sleep. It seems impossible and hard to believe but even if its false, it still feels that way to me.
I've lost touch with my friends on-line and my friends over seas. I've been distant from my friends at school because "i'm to busy" or just plain moody. I can't stand my family sometimes and I do my best to seclude myself to my room, but as of yet I keep making things worse. I can't talk to anyone about it seeing as no one will understand even if they tried. Seeing as no one reads my journal I thought it would be ok to write this out...
I'm a terrible person.