crying when I wanted to die i bit down really hard on my wrist until my teeth hurt. I felt like I was in a movie, because i'd never cut open and bleed. I've punched myself, and I've gotten in mood where I wouldn't eat or listen to anybody.....I'd yell constantly....but now that's over, and even when i'm depressed...I remember my goals....and then I figure even though I want to die at that moment....I might not the next....Figure out your future.....and what you truly want to do.....after that, no one can stop you.