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I lost a best friend again, life sux. (PLEASE READ) Updated
How is it that I loose two best friends in one year, both I probably wont speak to or see again. And again like last time my friends laugh and say there glad hes gone, some of them do. crying I guess im too dramatic because I become moodie, eats alot (mostly chocolate and fat foods). And mope around having mood swings and evey thing reminds me of the pain when I first find out, Its like a needle in my heart and my sole on fire. As I type now its hard to breath. It hurts. And at school when this persons name comes out of someones mouth It will hurt as another needle gets pushed inside me. I should be dead because ever one knoew this person well their name. They taunt me with it saying how we go out so you have found out its a he cause i dont roll the other way. So if my friends read this please dont say too much to me. And if this person reads this ever, I hope he does, probably not but he will find out some day, heart s for you and hope you stay safe. Love always Tamei. crying
Update: See how moodie I was my mind sux because I swiched moods 3 times in this thing
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