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So yes My dad finally got my step mom to move in and even if he hates and i mean... hates my step sister, he let her in... but i doubt it is going for long. but my step mom says that when he makes my step sis go to korea, she will leave him too... and i think that would maybe be a good time for me to leave. and leave him with nothing. but my step mom spoke to me... she says in a way she feels sorry for him... and not to hold hatred for him. but for once... i told an adult this ^ ^ that i can never forgive him and i have no pity for him... what ever he has been through., and that i do hate him... i for once admitted this... and well yea so apparently christine's mom "thought" about the situation... as in there may be a chance that i cuold live with them... but i still feel guilty about it. i still feel bad about this... cause i think... no, i know that i will ruin their lives... and what about financials? and schooling? my own college education as well as christine's? this is what worries me... because i have thought greatly about this situation... but christine... i know she cares for my own health... but i dont think she sees far past a few days... even for this situation. but yae... and i also asked justin last night... if maybe i could stay with him instead... and he says maybe. so yea... oh, and apparently, winter ball in carmel high is on the 29th of January..,. O o it isnt even winter! but yea... i want to go there... and go dance with mina... but... i doubt this will happen... sweatdrop anyways... yae... now i have to so ^ ^ so i hope you read this and comment on it

Posted by: BlackPhantasy Wed Jan 19, 2005 @ 05:59pm

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Commented on: Wed Jan 19, 2005 @ 09:25pm


	you should come... even if we have to make you take greyhound ninja ...i'm glad you admitted you hate your dad, cause you should-- its kinda like admitting the truth about it, i guess your stepmom just doesn't know him well enough or is over forgiving stare (stare at dad not a nice person) i wouldn't worry about threatening christines college financial wellbeing, she has a fund that is only for college that is covering it o and i got nina's dads email... but its not w/me-- i'll give it to you tonight ^ ^

Commented on: Fri Jan 21, 2005 @ 01:10am


	BWAH!!!! hellos, good for u jimmy, u finally admitted that u hate ur dad to someone, an adult... stare but, like kiara said, i wouldnt worry about cheristines finalcial stuff for college and stuff like that, we still have like, 2 and a half years until we think about college, but yea, u have to come, i dont care if i have to pay for the ticket for greyhound or somthing, or if i have to steal my dads car in the middle of the night to pick u up, u r commin to the winterball!! scream , ne ways, im sure mina would be surprised and happy to see u whee and so would everyone else whee . ohh!! and our fight... stare prepare urselves! stare stare stare . . . everyone's gonna watch, if u dont mind, including mina and christine, and justin, and maybe chris and kiara whee whee whee whee whee whee iTS GONNA BE SOOOOO MUCH FUN SPITTING OUT BLOOD!!!!! AND GETTING MY a KICKED AND THEN KICKING UR a!!!(maybe... sweatdrop stare )

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Commented on: Fri Jan 21, 2005 @ 02:20am


	eek even mina?! no no no @_@ she cannot watch! crying i dont want s**t beaten out of me with mina watchhing... and also, ^ ^ unless u guys can let me live there by the 29th, i doubt i can come anyways... but i would love to and i still worry, worry greatly of my own future as well as everyone elses

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