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Yes yes I know what is with him and heroes

you see all my life I have had one dream to fly in the air force
all my life I have wanted combat I can feel it in my veins in my head I'm always saving someone
but in real life my dreams die I suffer at the hands of this cruel fate cause it seems
It seems I'm not good enough to have my dreams like I don't deserve them
maybe I'll never be able to save anyone but I will always try my hardest
I can never figure out why I feel this way why must I need to be the hero
why must I have values and honour in the end I don't know what it is I'm made for
what do you think hmm do deserve nothing in the end am I just pathetic
a day dreamer with no purpose ...........in the end I am nothing