I Need To Know
by: Ahiru
So happy together
Full of love and bliss
We were all each other had
But that was really all we needed
Wasn't it?
Thoughts of us still linger
In my optimistic yet depressing mind
Those days of us...
When we were so happy..
Have began to fade...
It's not that I don't love you
And I can see it in your eyes
You still love me too
But now..
Honestly.. what do we have?
We have nothing.
We had something.
But we lost it.
That fateful day..
When he came..
You always knew him
As did I
I never thought much of him
Until I was caught in his captivating eyes
How come your eyes never made me feel that way?
I don't understand it
I love you
But I love him too
In different ways..
You or him? Which to choose?
I know in my heart
He's the one
It's him. It always has been.
I was just oblivious to it.
Until my heart first throbbed at the sight of him
Don't get me wrong
You're very dear to me
Don't ever forget that
But I cannot deny my heart's desire
And my heart longs for him, not you.
You love me
You hate me
Which is it?
What goes on in your mind now that we're no longer together?
You act so strangely..
Our love..
Does it not matter now?
Is it insignificant?
Or are you mad
That I chose him, and not you?
I don't know your reasons
But stop ignoring me
Stop it!
It's tearing me apart..
Even if I don't show it, deep down, it's killing me.
I'm just glad
He is always there
When you pull this s**t
He comforts me
He would never act the way you're acting. Never.
How can you do this?
How can you act like we're strangers?
I love you
How many times do I have to tell you
Before you understand?
I wish..
There was a way..
To make you notice me again
But I suppose
That's a wish that won't come true
******** hope.
******** you.
I don't need to take this.
So stop looking at me with those eyes
Before I go insane.
Him and I are happy.
Why do you try to ruin it?
You make no sense to me anymore.
Can you please explain why you do what you do?
I need to know...
