Why Does It Hurt Like This?
by: Ahiru
Why does it hurt so badly?
You haven't even called to say you're all right.
Do you not care that much for me?
All I do is worry if you're okay
I cry for hours at a time worrying and wondering
Sometimes I look up at the stars and wonder
Where you are
Are you still breathing?
Are you in someone else's arms?
All these questions, with no answers
It feels like I am drowning and I'm calling out your name
But you don't seem to hear me. You don't seem to care.
The more I am calling your name, the more you're turning the other way
I fell in love with you again. For the second time.
Why does it have to end the same?
I love you so much. But where are you to tell me you still love me?
What about all the memories we were supposed to make together, you and me?
What happened?
Why does losing you again hurt so badly?
I told you I never wanted to lose you again but look at us now.
I said, I didn't wanna lose you again and
Whatever you did I'll forgive you just call me
And let me know you're okay. Let me know you're still breathing
To let me know you're not in anyone else's arms.
I just wanna be with you forever and every day, I wanna make those memories.
Or at least call me and tell me I need to move on
So I can stop writing these sad love poems and cry for hours at a time
Just so I can sleep again
