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28. Fade away no more

I felt really sad today, ‘because I just felt all of these emotions from everything that’s been going on and having anxiety of not being close to Rako-hime (moon-face) and thinking about our future together. I wonder how she feels about everything… But she helps me move on. I know it. I love that girl so much… I feel a little awkward when marriage and stuff comes up now because of the feelings that I have confessed to her, but then I think ‘well they’re just talking about them, so, yeah…That’s in the far future though.

We worked on CS today and came up with a whole bunch of organizations. *agonizes* Well it’s not like it matters all that much to name them… *sweatdrop* Some will be easier to make-up then others I suppose. Plus it has a lot more comedy in it now too as we’ve talked about it together… *warm feelings* But yeah… I finally caved in and made myself a TV-dinner… Rako… helps me move on. I remembered that I have someone to look foreword too, and that we’ll be able to see her everyday, but… I dunno if I should try even giving her a kiss on the cheek or anything yet though… Arghe, probably not since that would get us unwelcome attention. After high school and everything I don’t really care. *sighs heavenly* That would be wonderful….

Plus she said, “I would burn up this book before I let you get away.”