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35 Loserness???

I dunno, the closer I get to school, a little more stressed out I feel… My summer doesn’t feel wasted though, and that’s the best feeling in the world. I got to see Niota a lot, I made a lot of money, had fun on Gaia,, worked on the comics a lot, beat 2 games and almost beat another one… I also got to go swimming and went up to Havesue. It’s been pretty cool I guess.

Niota said that she was going to go up North with her dad because of a family member’s death. She said she has to go with him to keep him sane supposedly, and that her mom didn’t want him to go alone. Logically it was stuck to Niota because no one else would want to go. I still have the sense of it from this morning, but the memory of it is completely gone. That sucks. I’ve also been re-reading Fruits Basket…

I also re-did LP. I don’t know what to call it now, and I want to re-do what I wrote sometime so that the flow is smoother. It seems to jump too much.

I started all of my chores about an hour and a half ago. All I have to do now is the dishes and what’s left of the counter to get everything finished before (or a little bit) Wendy gets home. Then again, sometimes they come home late… Bleh.

It was also thundering and lightning today. It was pretty neat. The wind was blowing really hard and I also managed to play my flute. Niota said that she was going to switch to a T.A. in the CHEM class to be with me. She’s such a sweetheart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I’m nervous about shopping tomorrow. I want to get more clothes, but I also dread college coming up. Maybe I’m too much of a worrywart? There’s just so much to do and think of. This semester is going to be tough. After this semester, the REST of my high school life shouldn’t be too hard to deal with. There’s also the matter of whether or not I’m going to go to my senior problem. I haven’t really decided… I also wanted to be accepted into the Honor Society… I just don’t think I have enough leadership things though. I AM a shift-supervisor at Dominos though.. Maybe that’s it!!!!!!!!!!! It’d be exciting if it was. The kids were really helpful, if not somewhat annoying. Sometimes I feel bad because I don’t spend a lot of time with them. I want to, but I’ve been too tired. *shrugs* that and I’m goring out of those kind of games . . I am at least 8 years older than Julie… Even more so than with Megan and Leah. I’m 13 years older than Megan.. I guess that’s enough BLABBING for now. I too much on my mind and I haven’t been on the computer lately to let the apathy flow. I best go before Leah delves too deeply into my thoughts. BYE!