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.... i feel myself breaking apart peice by peice day by endless day... i can see everything changing and everything that was once good is fading away... i feel my heart breaking in 2 starting with a crack... going right down the middle and slowly turning black... so manythings are happening things i cant comprehend... sometimes i just wanna give up and make everything end... i keep everything in not letting it out all bottled up inside i've held it in for so long the bottle has shattered and now i have feelings i cant hide... i sometimes find myself feeling hopelessness and all i can do is cry... other times i just wanna lay down on the floor and evaporate and die... i have the feeling that no matter what i do this feeling will always last... and im afraid that the present and future will be as miserable as the past...

Posted by: Scrumdidlyumptious Tue Nov 07, 2006 @ 05:59am

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- The Dying Messiah -
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Commented on: Tue Nov 07, 2006 @ 06:26pm


	wow. Deep stuff man. Anything I can do to help? Rock on and peace out...

Commented on: Thu Nov 09, 2006 @ 01:02pm


	................ wow............ all i can say is wow.............. well just keep truckin cause te future is better than the past...... wow................

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Commented on: Thu Nov 09, 2006 @ 11:35pm


	Me lovey.... cries and eats razors

Commented on: Fri Nov 10, 2006 @ 01:57am


	wow thats better dan any of mine

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Commented on: Fri Nov 10, 2006 @ 09:57pm


	-stands up grcely upon my feets- -clapping and clapping and clapping till my hand get sore- -saying- that was wonderful oh i gtg go now and watch death note btw i write poems too ~saku-chan whee

Commented on: Mon Nov 13, 2006 @ 05:21am


	i feel you casey. but crying won't get you anywhere you know that. talk about more of your problems more and more. or anything inside that you kepp won't make you see things clear...i know this because it happened to me.

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