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(at 6 in the morning)He's gone forever and he's never coming back.2 hours before i wrote this i was told that my step father(<<the first time i have ever called him that) had died.My skin went pale and my body started shaking and i looked at my lil sis and mom carying my lil bro is not up yet....I sat there on the couch wondering y i was not crying like they were...i mean if i really hated him like i said then y am i shaking.I looked at my real dad who was here only cuz the ppl said that i could not watch my lil bro and his freind when im 14 about to trun 15 soon....but there he was and he looked like he was smiling i guess i thought that he was going to get back with my mom....but there is no way in hell im going to let something like that happen...then me and my mom and lil sis went up to my moms room and we all seel asleep....well alaest me mom and lil sis did...I dont no y im putting this on gaia its notlike it will help or ppl will really care. But right now i guess that i just really dont care.



Before i always said i wanted to die and that i could not wait to do it and well im still going to sayand it will still be true.I suppoes in just stubbrun and dumb like that but w/e....

THIS POST IS IN MEMORY OF Robert H. My step father. may he come back in a another life and be much happyer.