Im going to admit something to the world that i have never said but always known.
I am two people within one body.
Almost daily my mind goes blank and i can barely remember a thing that goes on. Energy builds up within my body and completely loose control of my action. As i said my mind goes blank and i have no clue what im doing or how to stop. I scare people because of all the strange and bizarre and gross/creapy things i do. Some of you my have expierenced what i have do from typing words that make absolutely know since and completely random. Thas not me
I am a calm person. I love beetoven's symphonies cuz they calm the mind
I am smart and am able to think logically.
I love playing video games because i love the design of characters and the ability people have used to create them.
I love to draw and creat stories for each characters i create
I love sorrow, it makes a story seem better and make the reader feel sad.
Yet i have flaws to
I have constant headaches(know clue why)
I have two faces
I am always tired
I barely eat most of the time
Im very forgetful
and i do not care if i die because i dont want to live
When i am around people i know i go into my insane mode and i cant concentrate nothing can calm me down and i make myself pass out by banging my head up against somethign very hard(tis why i dont get my homework done some times)
I say things that are racist and mean and yet funny at the same time and i make a mochary of myself.
I wish to end it without medication
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but i cant stare
 Peddler · Sat Nov 11, 2006 @ 04:12am · 3 Comments |
