thinking of everything she's done wrong, everything she wishes she could say aloud, everything she wants to confess.
So, here she goes.
(This is mostly for myself, but if you want to read it go ahead)
* I hate who you are around him.
* ...I'm not who you think I am.
* I wish I could tell you the truth.
* In the short time I've known you, I've become quite fond of you.
* I wish I could change, but I can't.
* I want to be your friend, but can't get the nerve to talk to you.
* I hate myself.
* It breaks my heart to see you with her......
* I know I need help, but I don't have the nerve to get it myself.
* I have OCD...nobody knows it but me.
* ......because she's going to dump you. Soon.
* I. Hate. You.
* I've gotten so used to everyone at my school being there...even if I don't talk to them or know them....I don't know what I'll do when they aren't there anymore.
* When I say just kidding, I mean just kidding. There was no truth behind it. Get that straight.
* I cry myself to sleep all too often. I hope this was the last time, but I know it won't be.
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