I felt sort of at ends today. I was sick and the ability to breath was a difficult one. I ended up taking an afternoon nap after sleeping it till 11. How it was possible I barely know, all I know was after being so sick, I just was not up to the challenge of moving. I took care of the kids, but they had the flu too, still do and they slept just as long as I did.
When Gabriel got home from the doctors he woke me up. His mother called him and asked about the dog, after we recieved a notice that they might evict us if we don't get rid of our animals. More drama accured when she stopped treating me as her daughter in law and more like her tenant, so I got a little pissed. She claims and lied and said I threatened to let her never see the children again, which I never said. I actually said I refused to get rid of my animals and she will have to evict me. So I am leaving. I am not leaving Gabriel. All the issues we have had over the past several weeks and months we are trying to solve, but I will not live under his parents rule just so I can own this house, it's not my dream, it's just a way for them to control us. So I am packing up me and my children and going somewhere else until Gabriel and I can make enough money to find some place new to live. I feel used right now and it sucks.
On top of it all I have to put my dog up for adoption. My three year old was crying like crazy tonight when his father's words sunk in. He doesn't want to get rid of his dog and he wants to stop us. I don't really have any other choice. Not yet. I can't. I feel like screaming.
My life is so screwed up right now.. so bad!! I feel sick.
Well that's a velvet blog.
