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Alastor: Reflections in the Blood What are your sins? What are the sins of your kith and kin? Shall I unravel them? Shall I delve into the darkest recesses of your soul and find those secret guilts and shames? Shall I bring you torment? Shall I bring you blood?


Alastwr
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My life lately
Boring.

That pretty much discribes it. I'm coming near to the end of my school year and life is boring. I'm tired half the time and lonely. I'm constantly at home instead of out and about and I still don't have a damned job. Getting real sick of it.

Anyway lately I have been rping a lot of nwn1, and I recently bought nwn2. That was a stupid mistake on my part. Nwn2 is a computer killer. It barely runs the game and it just plain looks aweful when it does. I feel like crying when I play it, and not good tears. The interface is different and thats not a good thing, and they just imported all the sound effects directly from nwn1, which is why its the best part of the game.

However it has a cool storyline, it's more like baldurs gate then nwn1. It has a good combat animations. The graphics are truely awesome if they are ran on a good computer. I plan on getting the $1000 I need to upgrade my comp sometime before december hopefully. Then I can acually play the game well. JOY!

I've been experincing something new lately however. I find that I cannot speak to females that I don't know well. I have horriable confidence issues in real life when talking to someone for the first time. I also hate myself pretty much and put myself down. When a girl is clearly taking interest in me I don't bother to talk to them. I just convince myself it's a fluke and mustn't be me they are looking at. I also have other issues that I don't want to write about.

In the long run things are the same and boring. Good but boring, because at least I'm not depressed like I used to be.





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CappuccinoCafe
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comment Commented on: Thu Dec 07, 2006 @ 08:39pm
Actually, the way you feel about yourself, and your current actions are saying one thing; "De Pre Ssion!"

Tim, you are attractive in all ways possible, you just don't see it. If a girl hits on you or flirts with you, return the gesture, even if it isn't serious it still feels fun and nice. Plus having a girl look at you that way does mean something, and you damn well know it!

gonk Not NWN again! *hides*


comment Commented on: Wed Dec 13, 2006 @ 01:45am
Nwn FTW Rawr! domokun



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