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Indecision

I just can't decide,
Can't make up my mind,
Don't know what I want,
Or for what I strive;

I'm stuck on the fence,
Can't choose my wants, hence,
I can't tell what I need,
Or any difference;

I am so confused,
And really bemused,
I just don't know,
What I should choose!

I'm sad and I'm tired,
And so uninspired,
I'm fed up with it all,
I'm stuck in the mire;

I can't shut it out,
My indecion amounts,
To hurting one or the other,
It's certain, without doubts.


Gone

I've been so alone,
And all on my own,
I can not forgive,
Or let it be gone;

The past will still haunt,
And trouble and taunt,
I can't continue,
No matter what I want;

I'll never understand,
Or go on again,
I'm stuck like this,
Without a helping hand;

Thoughts will stay there with pain,
And shall always remain,
As strong as when first,
This, your memory gained;

The past won't let go,
It will stay and show,
Again and again,
The day you know;

The day your love ended,
Your broken heart untended,
They left you empty, and,
The hole can't be mended.


No Solution

How do you choose,
Between your wants and your needs,
When either decision,
Will make your heart bleed?

You don't know what to do,
You can't live this way,
You don't make a decision,
Untill one day;

You lose all your options,
And life is gone,
Because there was no resolution,
And you can't move on;

There never was a right answer,
There was no simple end,
You only could choose between pains ,
No choice caused more pain for them;

This you must live with,
The rest of your life,
Untill you can't deal with ,
The pain and the strife;

Your life is gone,
And there's no other way,
You say goodbye,
And die on that day.