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ok so this is my life! today i saw a man walking around in a giant pizza outfit. it was at the new pizza place in Oxnard.... ok stuffs i did today: i ran into a pole, i slid on the wet floor at wendys, i read a manga (DearS), i also... did... um... well nothin else really... domokun

omg a banana XD

tis a new day!
april/7/07
did some new art specially for gaia! but scaner is completely broken -.- so...
never mind dat!

bad things today:
i was walking around my room when bang, i fell to the floor and started crying.
i realized what i screw up i am and how im wasting my life and filling it with shame.
ive locked out my dead parents from my mind and still trying to overcome my sisters death.
im confused with my life with this and that. im filling my mind with music to forget the past but it keeps leaking in.
god help me from the terror you nicknames my "life"
im thinking i should end this suffering now.. i have no where to run. should i end it like my parents? or just suck it up and deal with it....